Written by Tré Taylor and Bleep the Tattoo
Category: Gratitude Tour / Celebrating Community
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A San Francisco Love Letter
to Punk Rock, Memory, and the Ones We’ve Lost
First…
with respect and a full heart—
This piece is for DJ Skip (Grant Medeiros),
A name I didn’t know deeply,
but a presence I felt everywhere.
The kind of person who helps build a scene
so strong
that even people like me—
the loners on the edge of the dance floor—
still feel it decades later.
From everything I’ve heard,
he helped create something real.
And when someone like that leaves,
you don’t just lose a person—
you feel the echo.
and to everyone carrying that torch forward—thank you.
A Little History for the Curious Souls
If you want to understand where this all came from—
the clubs, the DJs, the movement—
this article tells part of the story:
It’s a glimpse into a scene that never really died.
It just changed outfits.
⚡I Was There… But Not Quite
I was in San Francisco in the ’80s.
But I wasn’t in the scene.
I was too much of a loner
to join the loners.
Too punk rock
to join the punk rockers.
Too sensitive
to stay numb.
So I hovered—
on the edges,
in the corners,
in the dark.
And honestly?
That’s where I felt safest.
💃The Dance Floor Saved Me (Without Asking Questions)
I didn’t go out to be seen.
I didn’t go out to hook up.
I didn’t go out to belong.
I went out
because music was one of the only things
that helped me stay in my body.
On a dance floor—
somewhere between The Cure, INXS, dark wave, and whatever DJ had the courage to play something strange—
I could come back.
Three minutes at a time.
That was enough.
🌈San Francisco: Where the Weird Felt Like Home
San Francisco wasn’t safe.
Let’s not romanticize it too much.
There was an edge.
There still is.
But underneath that edge?
There was heart.
You had queer kids finding freedom.
Punk kids burning off rage.
Women trying to survive in a world that didn’t make room for them.
Neurodiverse souls masking so hard they forgot who they were.
And somehow—
we all met on the same dance floor.
No introductions required.
🎶A Time Warp on Haight Street-The Night the Past Walked Back Into the Room
The other night, I walked into the Haight Street Art Center
and saw those I-Beam posters.
And just like that—
I was 28 again.
On fire.
Alive.
The whole world in front of me.
Not pain-free…
but not yet carrying the kind of pain that would come later.
And it hit me like a bassline:
How did I forget this part of my life?
Last week, I walked into something rare.
At the Haight Street Art Center, there was a special exhibition—
“A View from the Throne:
And it wasn’t just a show.
It was a time machine.
You don’t just look at it.
You fall into it.
And right alongside it—like a ghost with glitter eyeliner—
was the history of the I-Beam.
The I-Beam: Where It All Got Loud, Weird, and Honest
From 1977 to the early ’90s, the I-Beam nightclub was one of the beating hearts of San Francisco nightlife—part disco, part punk, part queer sanctuary, part musical laboratory.
It wasn’t polished.
It wasn’t safe.
But it was alive.
Modern rock, new wave, early electronic sounds—
bands like The Cure, and so many others passed through those walls before they became legends.
And standing there, looking at those posters…
I remembered.
Why This Matters (And Why You Should Go)
The Haight Street Art Center isn’t just a gallery—it’s a living archive of San Francisco’s counterculture. Founded in 2017, it exists to preserve poster art, music history, and the visual language of rebellion.
And right now, they’re doing something important:
They’re reminding us that
these scenes didn’t just happen—
they were built by people.
People like Skip.
People like Steve.
People who showed up, spun records, made space,
and kept the music alive long after it should have faded.
I’m Not Retiring. I’m Rewiring.
I live in a van.
I pet sit.
I float between worlds.
One night I’m on the beach.
The next I’m in a beautiful home with tulips in the window
at Steve’s house while he and his family are traveling.
with his tiny dog named Big Kahuna guarding the stairs like a suspicious nightclub bouncer.
This is my life.
It’s not perfect.
It’s not stable.
But it’s mine.
And something in me woke back up.