🌙 Welcome to Behind the Transformation
The behind the scenes diary of Tré Taylor (and Bleep the Tattoo)
Welcome to Behind the Transformation, my unfiltered diary and backstage pass into the life of a neurodiverse, dyslexic, clairvoyant torch singer who’s survived trauma, lost 175 pounds, and found her way back to love—starting with herself.
Born in Marin County, raised in Sonoma, and forever in love with Napa, this land feels like home. I’ve lived through the dark: childhood abuse, gaslighting, betrayal, and years of hiding my truth. Now, I write it all—not to shock you, but to set myself free.
🕯 What You’ll Find Here
Real stories. Spiritual awakenings. Healing from trauma without meds. Life as a clairvoyant, late-diagnosed dyslexic, ADHD woman learning to live consciously, sensually, and with humor intact. And yes—Bleep the Tattoo, my sarcastic hand-puppet sidekick, shows up to keep things light.
I want you to know that many of the words and images here were created with the help of artificial intelligence—not as a shortcut, but as a lifeline. As a dyslexic, intuitive, neurodivergent writer, these tools finally give me the ability to express the stories, wisdom, humor, and visions I’ve carried my whole life but could never translate clearly until now.
Every piece you read is still me—my voice, my spirit, my truth—simply shaped with support that helps me say it well. The illustrations are AI-enhanced and then transformed by me in Canva and other new and exciting tools, with the intention to uplift, inspire, and help you on your own path.
Bleep: “If enlightenment had Yelp reviews, half of y’all would ask for a refund.”
💫 Why I’m Writing
In 2013, Ayahuasca cracked me open and sent me into another realm. I came back with visions, wisdom, and the unshakable call to share what I learned — about love, healing, and the weird magic of being human.
If my story helps you feel less alone, that’s all I could ever hope for.
You’re not too much. You’re not too late.
You’re exactly on time.
With love, music, food, art, and fun,
Tré Taylor (and Bleep the Tattoo, who says, “Healing’s messy—but hey, so’s glitter.”) ✨
Peace, Pain, and a Tattoo Named Bleep: How Van Life Saved My Sanity
Singer, writer, and storyteller Tré Taylor shares her true story of surviving chronic pain, homelessness, and the pandemic in her van—where she found peace, purpose, and her comedic alter ego “Bleep the Tattoo.”
A heartfelt introduction to her journey, her GoFundMe housing campaign, and the vision for The Leopard Lodge, a creative tiny-house village and safe haven for van-lifers, artists, and neurodiverse healers. Visit tretaylor.com.
🏡 Help Tré Taylor Build Her Tiny House Dream
🏡 GoFundMe Summary: “Help Tré Taylor Find Her Tiny Home”
After seven years of living full-time in her van, singer and artist Tré Taylor is asking for help to find a safe, permanent place to live.
Her immediate goal is to raise $50,000 to put a down payment on a tiny home — a simple, affordable, and realistic way to finally get off the street and into stable housing before winter.
This isn’t just about shelter. It’s about rebuilding a life through creativity, gratitude, and community. Tré’s long-term dream is to create The Leopard Lodge — a tiny-house artist village for neurodiverse women, elders, and musicians who can’t afford the impossible housing costs of California.
But right now, she just needs one small miracle: help her buy her first tiny home and start this next chapter of safety and peace.
Every donation — large or small — helps bring this dream to life.
💛 Help Tré Taylor find her tiny home and plant the seeds for The Leopard Lodge.
🌊 When You’re Alive but Not Living: Awakening the Sleeping Soul
Tré Taylor — spiritual multimedia artist and neurodiverse torch singer — shares how music, humor, and everyday rituals became her medicine for mental health and spiritual balance. A poetic reflection on sound, self-acceptance, and the art of staying alive with soul.
Tré Taylor Transformations, mental health, wellness, neurodiversity, music therapy, sound healing, spiritual humor, trauma recovery, ancestral healing, self-awareness, daily rituals, feminine wisdom, mindfulness, creativity, empathy, songwriting, AI music, embodiment, shadow work, healing through art, self-acceptance
🌍 The Science of Change: How to Stay Sane in a World That’s Losing Its Mind
A poetic, humorous survival manual for the new era of uncertainty.
Tré Taylor and her snarky sidekick Bleep blend metaphysics, mindfulness, and comedy to teach the art of finding peace, power, and humor in a changing world.
☕ The Day I Let Myself Be Happy for Ten Dollars and a Croissant 🥐
At 62, singer-songwriter and spiritual nomad Tré Taylor travels through Napa and Calistoga on her Gratitude Tour, rediscovering sensual, grounded living after years of trauma and transformation.
From a $10 cup of coffee at Bella Bakery to a night parked among Yountville’s vineyards, Tré shares her rebirth—a story of art, humor, and healing. With her puppet sidekick Bleep, she explores how neurodiversity, trauma recovery, and divine timing can shape a deliciously simple life.
This heartfelt travel diary invites readers to awaken their senses, laugh through pain, and live life as if they only had one year left.
🎶 The Diamond Beneath the Damage
“The Diamond Beneath the Damage” explores healing from narcissistic abuse, neurodiversity, and spiritual awakening through the lens of self-respect and frequency.
Tré Taylor shares how learned helplessness transforms into luminous power once we trust our own energy. This heartfelt essay blends mysticism, humor, and soul alchemy — a poetic guide for sensitive, creative people learning to reclaim their inner diamond and tune their life to love’s true frequency.