đ¶ The Rainbow Portal: Awakening, Neurodiversity, and the Courage to Be Seen đ
From survival to self-expression: Tré Taylor explores awakening, energy awareness, and the science of consciousness while inviting readers to shine authentically. SHINE LIKE A RAINBOW is an inspirational song to help give you the Courage to Shine like a Rainbow. www.tretaylor.com
by Tré Taylor and Bleep the Tattoo
Category: Mysteries & Spirit âą Consciousness âą Awakening âą Neurodiversity âą Energy âą Healing âą Transformation âą Philosophy
đ When the Mask Falls Off
There comes a momentâsometimes quietly, sometimes like thunderâwhen the life you thought you were living dissolves.
Not because you failed.
Not because you did something wrong.
But because something deeper has begun waking up.
Iâm not finished transforming yet. In truth, I donât think transformation ever ends. Iâve been knocked down more times than I can countâemotionally, physically, spirituallyâand yet somehow there is always spring after winter. Sometimes the winters were long enough to forget what warmth felt like.
If youâve ever felt like a warrior who survived too much⊠if youâve ever felt like you died a hundred small deaths and kept coming back anywayâI see you.
And maybe, just maybe, this is what awakening feels like.
đ Not enlightenment as a shiny prize.
đ Not perfection.
đ But becoming more honest with the vastness of who you are.
Bleep says, âIf enlightenment were easy, thereâd be a drive-thru and a loyalty card. Sadly, no fries included.â
đ§ The Space Between Science and Spirit
Letâs be honest.
The word "spirit" makes some people roll their eyesâand others nod like theyâve been waiting their whole lives for someone to say it out loud.
So what is spirit?
Hereâs the version Iâm discovering:
Spirit may be the lived experience of consciousness itself.
Not a religion.
Not a belief system.
But the awareness that there is more happening than what we can measure with a ruler or see with our eyes.
Science already tells us:
Matter is vibration.
Energy changes form but never disappears.
The observer affects the observed.
So what if spirit is simply the subjective experience of being energy aware of itself?
Some people call that consciousness.
Some call it soul.
Some call it âspooky action at a distance.â (Thank you, Einstein.)
Maybe weâre all just using different languages to describe the same mystery.
đ When Awakening Feels Like Falling Apart
Hereâs the part nobody glamorizes.
Spiritual awakening can feel like losing your footing.
You may:
Question old identities.
Outgrow relationships.
Feel more sensitive than ever.
Need deeper boundariesâemotionally and energetically.
For me, it felt like realizing I had been wearing a mask for yearsâa very convincing oneâand discovering the being underneath had a light too bright to ignore.
That light is not always comfortable.
It asks for honesty.
It asks for rest.
It asks for courage.
And sometimes it asks you to surrender controlâwhich, for a recovering cosmic micro-manager like me, is⊠Letâs say âongoing practice.â
Bleep says, âTrusting the universe is easy⊠until it changes your plans. Then suddenly everyoneâs asking for the manager.â
đ§ A Scientific Lens on Spiritual Experience
If youâre more analytical, hereâs another way to look at it.
Many experiences described as âspiritualâ also align with:
nervous system regulation and dysregulation
altered states of consciousness
trauma responses (including dissociation)
neurodivergent perception styles
heightened sensory processing
brainwave state shifts
The brain is not just a thinking machine; it is a translating device.
What we call mystical may sometimes be the nervous system processing information in nonlinear ways.
And yetâjust because something has neurological correlates doesnât make it less meaningful.
Music is physics.
Love is chemistry.
But that doesnât make them any less sacred.
đż Grounding: Why Spirit Needs a Body
One of my biggest lessons?
Spirit isnât about escaping the bodyâitâs about learning how to live inside it safely.
Grounding practices that help me:
Walking barefoot on grass or sand
Salt baths and water rituals
Deep breathing and slow movement
Time with animals (they are honest teachers)
Food that nourishes instead of numbs
Music that reconnects me to joy
Spirit isnât just cosmic.
Itâs practical.
It lives in your feet touching the earth.
It lives in laughter.
It lives in butter melting on vegetables because yesâbutter does make everything better.
đĄïž Empaths, Boundaries, and Energy Hygiene
If youâre deeply sensitive, you may feel other peopleâs emotions intensely.
That isnât weaknessâbut it does require boundaries.
Spiritual growth without boundaries becomes exhaustion.
Healthy practices:
Learning to say no without apology
Spending time alone to reset your nervous system
Limiting exposure to constant fear-based media
Cultivating one safe relationshipâhuman or animal
Safety allows the spirit to shine.
Without safety, we hide.
đź Spirit for Skeptics (Yes, You Too)
You donât have to believe in angels, astrology, or cosmic timelines to explore spirit.
You only need curiosity.
Ask yourself:
What makes you feel more alive?
When do you feel deeply connected?
What gives your life meaning beyond survival?
That feelingâthe spark that says this mattersâmight be spirit.
Not something outside you.
Something emerging through you.
Bleep says, âIf consciousness is an operating system, enlightenment is finally reading the user manual you accidentally sat on for 30 years.â
đ The Community Weâre Becoming
Iâm living simply right nowâsometimes radically soâand yet Iâm experiencing one of the most beautiful awakenings of my life.
I believe we are learning, collectively, how to collaborate in new ways.
Spirit may not be about escaping reality.
It may be about building kinder systems inside it.
Dream with me:
Creative spaces.
Tiny houses and shared community.
Music, food, art, and laughter.
A place where neurodiverse and sensitive people feel safe to be fully human.
We are better together.
đ¶ Feed Your Spirit
Your spirit eats:
joy
curiosity
music
nourishing food
sunlight
laughter
meaningful connection
play
Let yourself dream again.
Not because life is easyâbut because imagination is how we evolve.
đŹ Letâs Explore Together
If you resonate with this:
What has your awakening looked like?
What helps you feel grounded and safe?
What questions about spirit or consciousness are you exploring?
Please share in the comments below and join this growing community as we learn together.
With love, music, food, art and fun â
Tré Taylor & Bleep the Tattoo
đ A Little Miracle Song: âShine Like a Rainbowâ
Some people keep a diary.
I kept a survival soundtrack.
In the early days of AI musicâbefore it got polished, before it got everywhereâI had one of those seasons where life was falling apart, the old story was burning down, and I was doing that very human thing where you bargain with the cosmos like itâs customer service:
âHi, yes. Me again. Iâd like to return this suffering. Itâs defective.â
And then⊠every once in a while⊠the unseen world answered.
Not in a grand booming voice.
Not in a lightning bolt shaped like a religious pamphlet.
More like ridiculous, shiny, perfectly timed grace.
This is the rainbow that showed up that morning.
A sign. A synchronicity. A moment so tender and specific it felt like a wink from God⊠or my mother on the other side⊠or both, tag-teaming the universe with love and impeccable comedic timing.
Thatâs when I wrote a song called âShine Like a Rainbow.â
It came through like a portal. Like a little rescue flare. Like a reminder that even when your life looks like a yard sale in a tornado⊠your spirit is still trying to sing.
I chose the holographic rainbow vibe because it reminds me of exactly that:
the âother-worldâ brillianceâthe star family energy, the crystalline angel body, the feeling that youâre not alone even when youâre alone.
And hereâs what I believe, in plain English:
Some of us were born aware of the unseen.
Some of us had to survive long enough to remember it.
Either way, more people are waking up nowâand Iâm actually grateful, because it means weâll have more language, more community, and fewer folks thinking theyâre broken when theyâre simply sensitive.
This song is my gift to youâespecially if youâve been afraid to be seen.
Especially if youâre neurodiverse.
Especially if youâve been bullied, minimized, misunderstood, or trained to shrink yourself into something âeasier.â
This is a pride anthem, yesâbut itâs bigger than that.
Itâs for anyone whoâs ready to stop hiding.
Itâs time.
Bleep says, âIf youâre going to be a rainbow, donât be a shy one. The world has enough beige.â
đ âShine Like a Rainbowââmy encouragement for you.
Listen on your morning walk. Play it in your car. Dance in your kitchen.
Let your spirit remember what itâs made of.
đ§ Listen here: