đŸŽ¶ The Rainbow Portal: Awakening, Neurodiversity, and the Courage to Be Seen 🌈

From survival to self-expression: Tré Taylor explores awakening, energy awareness, and the science of consciousness while inviting readers to shine authentically. SHINE LIKE A RAINBOW is an inspirational song to help give you the Courage to Shine like a Rainbow. www.tretaylor.com

by Tré Taylor and Bleep the Tattoo

Category: Mysteries & Spirit ‱ Consciousness ‱ Awakening ‱ Neurodiversity ‱ Energy ‱ Healing ‱ Transformation ‱ Philosophy

🌌 When the Mask Falls Off

There comes a moment—sometimes quietly, sometimes like thunder—when the life you thought you were living dissolves.

Not because you failed.
Not because you did something wrong.

But because something deeper has begun waking up.

I’m not finished transforming yet. In truth, I don’t think transformation ever ends. I’ve been knocked down more times than I can count—emotionally, physically, spiritually—and yet somehow there is always spring after winter. Sometimes the winters were long enough to forget what warmth felt like.

If you’ve ever felt like a warrior who survived too much
 if you’ve ever felt like you died a hundred small deaths and kept coming back anyway—I see you.

And maybe, just maybe, this is what awakening feels like.

👉 Not enlightenment as a shiny prize.
👉 Not perfection.
👉 But becoming more honest with the vastness of who you are.

Bleep says, “If enlightenment were easy, there’d be a drive-thru and a loyalty card. Sadly, no fries included.”

🧭 The Space Between Science and Spirit

Let’s be honest.

The word "spirit" makes some people roll their eyes—and others nod like they’ve been waiting their whole lives for someone to say it out loud.

So what is spirit?

Here’s the version I’m discovering:

Spirit may be the lived experience of consciousness itself.

Not a religion.
Not a belief system.
But the awareness that there is more happening than what we can measure with a ruler or see with our eyes.

Science already tells us:

  • Matter is vibration.

  • Energy changes form but never disappears.

  • The observer affects the observed.

So what if spirit is simply the subjective experience of being energy aware of itself?

Some people call that consciousness.
Some call it soul.
Some call it “spooky action at a distance.” (Thank you, Einstein.)

Maybe we’re all just using different languages to describe the same mystery.

🌊 When Awakening Feels Like Falling Apart

Here’s the part nobody glamorizes.

Spiritual awakening can feel like losing your footing.

You may:

  • Question old identities.

  • Outgrow relationships.

  • Feel more sensitive than ever.

  • Need deeper boundaries—emotionally and energetically.

For me, it felt like realizing I had been wearing a mask for years—a very convincing one—and discovering the being underneath had a light too bright to ignore.

That light is not always comfortable.

It asks for honesty.
It asks for rest.
It asks for courage.

And sometimes it asks you to surrender control—which, for a recovering cosmic micro-manager like me, is
 Let’s say “ongoing practice.”

Bleep says, “Trusting the universe is easy
 until it changes your plans. Then suddenly everyone’s asking for the manager.”

🧠 A Scientific Lens on Spiritual Experience

If you’re more analytical, here’s another way to look at it.

Many experiences described as “spiritual” also align with:

  • nervous system regulation and dysregulation

  • altered states of consciousness

  • trauma responses (including dissociation)

  • neurodivergent perception styles

  • heightened sensory processing

  • brainwave state shifts

The brain is not just a thinking machine; it is a translating device.

What we call mystical may sometimes be the nervous system processing information in nonlinear ways.

And yet—just because something has neurological correlates doesn’t make it less meaningful.

Music is physics.
Love is chemistry.
But that doesn’t make them any less sacred.

🌿 Grounding: Why Spirit Needs a Body

One of my biggest lessons?

Spirit isn’t about escaping the body—it’s about learning how to live inside it safely.

Grounding practices that help me:

  • Walking barefoot on grass or sand

  • Salt baths and water rituals

  • Deep breathing and slow movement

  • Time with animals (they are honest teachers)

  • Food that nourishes instead of numbs

  • Music that reconnects me to joy

Spirit isn’t just cosmic.

It’s practical.

It lives in your feet touching the earth.
It lives in laughter.
It lives in butter melting on vegetables because yes—butter does make everything better.

đŸ›Ąïž Empaths, Boundaries, and Energy Hygiene

If you’re deeply sensitive, you may feel other people’s emotions intensely.

That isn’t weakness—but it does require boundaries.

Spiritual growth without boundaries becomes exhaustion.

Healthy practices:

  • Learning to say no without apology

  • Spending time alone to reset your nervous system

  • Limiting exposure to constant fear-based media

  • Cultivating one safe relationship—human or animal

Safety allows the spirit to shine.

Without safety, we hide.

🔼 Spirit for Skeptics (Yes, You Too)

You don’t have to believe in angels, astrology, or cosmic timelines to explore spirit.

You only need curiosity.

Ask yourself:

  • What makes you feel more alive?

  • When do you feel deeply connected?

  • What gives your life meaning beyond survival?

That feeling—the spark that says this matters—might be spirit.

Not something outside you.

Something emerging through you.

Bleep says, “If consciousness is an operating system, enlightenment is finally reading the user manual you accidentally sat on for 30 years.”

🌈 The Community We’re Becoming

I’m living simply right now—sometimes radically so—and yet I’m experiencing one of the most beautiful awakenings of my life.

I believe we are learning, collectively, how to collaborate in new ways.

Spirit may not be about escaping reality.

It may be about building kinder systems inside it.

Dream with me:

  • Creative spaces.

  • Tiny houses and shared community.

  • Music, food, art, and laughter.

  • A place where neurodiverse and sensitive people feel safe to be fully human.

We are better together.

đŸŽ¶ Feed Your Spirit

Your spirit eats:

  • joy

  • curiosity

  • music

  • nourishing food

  • sunlight

  • laughter

  • meaningful connection

  • play

Let yourself dream again.

Not because life is easy—but because imagination is how we evolve.

💬 Let’s Explore Together

If you resonate with this:

  • What has your awakening looked like?

  • What helps you feel grounded and safe?

  • What questions about spirit or consciousness are you exploring?

Please share in the comments below and join this growing community as we learn together.

With love, music, food, art and fun —

Tré Taylor & Bleep the Tattoo

🌈 A Little Miracle Song: “Shine Like a Rainbow”

Some people keep a diary.

I kept a survival soundtrack.

In the early days of AI music—before it got polished, before it got everywhere—I had one of those seasons where life was falling apart, the old story was burning down, and I was doing that very human thing where you bargain with the cosmos like it’s customer service:

“Hi, yes. Me again. I’d like to return this suffering. It’s defective.”

And then
 every once in a while
 the unseen world answered.

Not in a grand booming voice.
Not in a lightning bolt shaped like a religious pamphlet.

More like ridiculous, shiny, perfectly timed grace.

This is the rainbow that showed up that morning.

A sign. A synchronicity. A moment so tender and specific it felt like a wink from God
 or my mother on the other side
 or both, tag-teaming the universe with love and impeccable comedic timing.

That’s when I wrote a song called “Shine Like a Rainbow.”

It came through like a portal. Like a little rescue flare. Like a reminder that even when your life looks like a yard sale in a tornado
 your spirit is still trying to sing.

I chose the holographic rainbow vibe because it reminds me of exactly that:
the “other-world” brilliance—the star family energy, the crystalline angel body, the feeling that you’re not alone even when you’re alone.

And here’s what I believe, in plain English:

Some of us were born aware of the unseen.
Some of us had to survive long enough to remember it.

Either way, more people are waking up now—and I’m actually grateful, because it means we’ll have more language, more community, and fewer folks thinking they’re broken when they’re simply sensitive.

This song is my gift to you—especially if you’ve been afraid to be seen.
Especially if you’re neurodiverse.
Especially if you’ve been bullied, minimized, misunderstood, or trained to shrink yourself into something “easier.”

This is a pride anthem, yes—but it’s bigger than that.
It’s for anyone who’s ready to stop hiding.

It’s time.

Bleep says, “If you’re going to be a rainbow, don’t be a shy one. The world has enough beige.”

🌈 “Shine Like a Rainbow”—my encouragement for you.
Listen on your morning walk. Play it in your car. Dance in your kitchen.
Let your spirit remember what it’s made of.

🎧 Listen here:

Tré Taylor & Bleep the tattoo

Hi, I’m Tré Taylor — a mystic woman with a clown brain, a singer with a story, and a late-diagnosed neurodivergent who finally feels at home in her own skin. After a near-death experience, wild spiritual awakenings, and a lifetime of feeling like an alien on Earth, I’ve learned to heal through humor, music, art, and self-expression — no pills, just soul medicine.

This little corner of the internet is for the weirdos, misfits, rebels, and lone wolves who’ve ever felt “too much” or “not enough.” Here you’ll find true stories from my unusual life — some hilarious, some tender, all a little crazy — along with music, food, and creative sparks meant to make your heart lighter.

And you won’t just meet me
 you’ll meet Bleep, my tattoo hand puppet with a swearing problem. He’s my comic relief and my partner in crime. Together, we’re here to say: you’re not alone. This is your safe space to laugh, heal, and shine out loud.

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