🎶 The Diamond Beneath the Damage
For years, I didn’t realize that my nervous system had been trained by narcissists.
I thought I was just “too sensitive,” “too dramatic,” or “too forgiving.” But what really happened was more like spiritual bootcamp — my soul was learning the art of discernment.
After surviving different forms of narcissistic abuse — emotional, spiritual, and psychological — I became what I call a private spiritual investigator.
I can feel lies in my bones now. I can sense energy before words arrive.
And most importantly — I can finally trust my own body.
It’s been the greatest miracle of all.
For most of my life, I lived in pain — physical pain, emotional pain, and spiritual pain — all braided together in silence. But this year, for the first time in over thirty years, I can honestly say I am pain-free. That makes me an authority on what it means to come home to yourself.
I’m finally in my body, not hovering somewhere above it in survival mode. Understanding my neurodiversity didn’t limit me; it liberated me. It showed me that this avatar — this wild, multidimensional persona I call “me” — is a divine instrument in a much larger song. And now that I can feel the melody again, I see life itself as luminous — human, holy, and hilarious all at once.
🌍 Visions of a Softer Future
I’ve seen waking dreams — terrains that shimmer like memories from another world.
A place where humanity is healed enough to play again. Where peace is practical.
Where technology and tenderness coexist. Where children grow up sacred instead of scared.
The next evolution of humanity isn’t robotic. It’s reverent.
It starts with one simple thing: true self-respect.
When you start respecting yourself, you stop running from your own power.
You stop apologizing for your emotions. You stop mistaking chaos for connection.
You start respecting others. People start respecting you. And suddenly, your reality starts to shift — because your frequency does.
🌀 The Alchemy of Acceptance
This isn’t about perfection.
It’s about permission.
To breathe.
To forgive yourself for what you didn’t know.
To let your nervous system unclench.
Because the body keeps score, but it also keeps the map home.
If you can soften — if you can stop fighting your own softness — you’ll find safety again.
And yes, protection exists.
But you have to ask for it.
Then you have to believe it’s already done.
That’s what changes your frequency.
That’s how you create heaven on Earth — one nervous system at a time.
✨ EVERYTHING IS FREQUENCY ~ EVERYTHING IS MUSIC! 🎵
“Salute to the Sea” is a soulful original song by Tré Taylor, written in homage to the ocean, rhythm, and the power of healing through music. Inspired by a real moment on a moonlit Pacifica beach, the song tells the story of one man drumming his pain into power — turning strife into joy beneath the stars. A spontaneous rhythm born from fire and saltwater, this track pays tribute to the Orishas — Oshun, goddess of the sea, and Shango, the thunder and lightning god — embodying divine strength, freedom, and transformation. “Salute to the Sea” celebrates the beauty of letting go, the magic of the beat, and the unstoppable rhythm of the human spirit.
Three Questions to Take With You
Where am I still confusing safety with smallness?
What if being “too sensitive” was actually my superpower?
If I could rebuild my life around peace — not performance — what would it look like?
💬 BLEEP : “Wow. That was deep. My knuckles are crying. But remember, folks — even diamonds were just carbon under pressure. So if you’re cracking a little, congrats — you’re about to sparkle. on you wild Diamond” 💎💨
So if you’re reading this, remember: you were never broken — just buried. Pressure doesn’t destroy a diamond; it reveals it. The Grand Jeweler shaping you has been your own divine self all along.
So go easy on yourself… but not so easy that you forget your edge. Stay sharp, my sacred weirdos, my radiant warriors, my fellow diamonds. Keep polishing your light — the world needs your shine.
With love (and a slightly sarcastic tattoo),
Tré & Bleep the tattoo
