🎶 COMING HOME TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU’RE SOUL-TIRED

Nov 23

⚡ My beloved King of Fire and Lightning—calls your spirit home in this powerful soul-retrieval anthem and blog. **COME BACK TO ME**, is a song channeled through the Orishas and blessed by Archangels of light; this piece invites strength, healing, and the return of your true self. By Tré Taylor & Bleep the Tattoo. www.tretaylor.com 🔥

Written by Tré Taylor & Bleep the Tattoo
Category: Health & Wellness / Jungian Concepts / Mind-Body Alchemy

A poetic, practical, slightly sarcastic guide for the neurodiverse, the tenderhearted, and the spiritually overworked.

When Exhaustion Isn’t About Rest at All

There’s a particular kind of tired that doesn’t live in your muscles.
It lives behind your ribs.
In that soft place where your truth usually sleeps until the world gets too loud.

It’s a soul-tiredness—the kind that whispers:
“Sweetheart… you’ve wandered too far from yourself.”

If you’ve been feeling that lately, you’re not broken.
You’re not dramatic.
You’re not “too sensitive.”

You’re simply being called home.

And home, darling, is your authentic self—not the mask, not the persona, not the avatar name tag you inherited at birth.

Bleep: “Are you tired from doing too much or tired from pretending too much?”

🌟 THE AVATAR & THE USER MANUAL (AKA: Astrology Done Right)

I’ve always seen psychological astrology as a sort of owner’s manual for this temporary Earth-body.
This quirky character we pilot through the 3D simulation.
The presets.
The wiring.
The emotional software that needs periodic updates and bug fixes.

Your chart won’t tell you who to become.
But it does reveal the tendencies, strengths, shadows, and soul-contracts programmed into the avatar you’re driving.

It’s not fate.
It’s orientation.

Once you understand the settings, you’re not confused anymore.
You’re empowered.

Bleep: “What feeling are you swallowing because you think it makes you lovable?”

🧠 LEARNED HELPLESSNESS: THE TAX NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE PAY

If you’re dyslexic, ADHD, autistic, hypersensitive, clairsentient—
life can feel like you’re trying to build IKEA furniture with someone else’s hands.

In a neurotypical world, your intelligence gets questioned.
Your communication gets misunderstood.
Your brilliance gets buried under other people’s confusion.

And eventually…
you learn helplessness.

And when helplessness marinates long enough?
It ferments into hopelessness.

That’s not depression “out of nowhere.”
That’s your soul saying:

“I’m exhausted from being misunderstood for thirty years straight.”

⚔️ THE MOST EXHAUSTING BATTLE IS FIGHTING YOURSELF

People think exhaustion comes from too much work.
But the deepest exhaustion comes from arguing with your own truth.

Pretending to be okay when you’re not.
Swallowing your real feelings.
Acting “capable” when you should be collapsing into someone’s lap like a fainting Victorian duchess.

Jung called it the persona—the mask we wear to fit in.

Masks serve a purpose…
but wear anything long enough and it fuses to your face.

That’s when people start saying,
“You’re so strong,”
when what they really mean is,
“You’re so quiet about your suffering that we forgot to check if you were alive.”

🫥 THE SHADOW YOU KEEP OUTRUNNING

Every emotion you bury becomes heavier with time.
Fear.
Jealousy.
Anger.
Grief.
Needs you were taught were “too much.”

Suppressing them takes energy.
A lot of energy.

Your nervous system is holding all those beach balls underwater—
and then you wonder why you feel like collapsing.

Your exhaustion may simply be this:

Your shadow wants to be seen.

Not to scare you.
Not to destroy anything.
But to return you to wholeness.

🌬️ THE CONTROL PROBLEM (A.K.A. THE HUMAN SQUEEZE PLAY)

Trying to control everything is a fear response.
Fear of the unknown.
Fear of abandonment.
Fear of life being bigger than your coping skills.

But the tighter you grip, the more exhausted you become.

Life is a river.
People who relax float.
People who fight the current drown theatrically with flailing limbs and bad hair.

Let go.
Not because it’s spiritual.
But because it’s efficient.

🌿 STILLNESS IS WHERE THE SOUL REORGANIZES

Stillness is misunderstood.
People think it’s laziness.

It’s not.
Stillness is maintenance mode, where the soul does its recalibration work.

Just like your phone updates while you sleep,
your spirit updates while you rest.

Peace doesn’t happen because you chase it.
Peace happens because you stop disturbing the pond.

🔥 SOUL LOSS & SOUL RETRIEVAL

Trauma and grief can make parts of you flee the scene.
That’s soul loss.

Healing is calling those pieces back.
Letting them know the danger has passed.
Letting them back into your chest.

No rush.
No pressure.
Just reunion.

This is why so much of my work, music, and writing centers around soul retrieval—
because you can’t build a future with only half your self at home.

🌞 SMALL ANCHORS SAVE LIVES

When you’re soul-tired, don’t chase big meaning.
Return to little things:

🕯️ one slow breath
☕ warm hands around a cup
🌤️ sunlight moving across the wall
🛏️ making your bed slowly, lovingly
💧 washing your face like you’re blessing yourself

Small anchors bring the soul back into the body.
And once the soul returns, everything softens.

✨ The 90-Second Rule

Give yourself 90 seconds before you walk into anything that matters.

Before you open the door, before you speak, before the date, the meeting, the decision, or the moment that makes your stomach flip—stop. Give yourself 90 seconds. Hand on the doorknob, eyes closed if you can, and let your nervous system catch up to your soul. It’s a tiny pause that can save your whole day. Those 90 seconds are not wasted time—they’re a gift you give yourself, a reset your body knows how to use better than you do.

BLEEP: “Yeah, yeah… 90 seconds for grown-ups. Meanwhile, if food hits the floor, the THREE-second rule still applies. Priorities.”

💖 CONCLUSION—YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM TO FIX

You’re not a failure.
You’re not behind in life.
You’re not “too sensitive.”

You are a project of sacred engineering—
unfolding, rewiring, remembering, and returning during Mercury Retrograde, so yay you.

If you’re exhausted, it’s not because you’re weak.
It’s because you’ve been fighting yourself.

Let the fight end.
Let yourself come home.
Let your soul step back into your body like a loved one returning from a long trip.

You are breathtaking.
You always have been.
And I’m here to remind you every day.

🧭 THREE CONTEMPLATIVE QUESTIONS

What part of me is tired—my body, my persona, or my hidden truth?
What tiny anchor can I return to today that brings me back into presence?
If I stopped resisting myself for one day, what might naturally begin to heal?

✨ Closing Message

As we wrap up this journey together, I want to leave you with this:
“Come Back to Me” was born directly from these words, this fire, this remembering.
My prayer is that Shango’s strength, the Orishas’ wisdom, and the ancient drumline of your own ancestors help your inner flame rise again. I hope your pilot light roars back to life. I hope you feel these drums in your bones when the world gets loud, when you feel lost, when you need to call your own spirit home.

This song is a soul retrieval — a reminder that you’re never as far from yourself as you fear.
I am the Fire Goddess, Keeper of Lightning, and my only job on this strange beautiful earth is to make your day suck just a little bit less. And Bleep… well, he tries his best too.

With love, music, food, art, and fun —
Tré Taylor & Bleep the Tattoo

Presenting… 🔥COME BACK TO ME🔥

📜 LEGAL & CREATIVE DISCLAIMER

Song Title: [COME BACK TO ME]

Lyrics: Written and owned by Tracy Taylor (with AI-assisted ideation via [DeepSeek/ChatGPT]).

Music: Composed using Suno AI under paid subscription (Tracy Taylor retains full rights to derivative works per Suno’s Terms of Service).

Art/Animation: AI-generated concepts modified and animated by Tracy Taylor via Canva Pro (licensed for commercial use).

Shared for non-commercial/personal use on this channel. For licensing inquiries, contact: tretaylorconsulting@gmail.com

Tools Used: Lyrics: [DeepSeek/ChatGPT] (concept aid) + Tracy’s personal edits.

Music: Suno AI (generated) + Tracy’s creative direction.

Art/Video: Canva Pro (AI graphics + manual customization).

Rights Assertion: Per Suno’s Terms (Section 5.1) and Canva’s License Agreement, subscribers retain ownership of modified outputs. This work is protected under derivative copyright (17 U.S. Code § 101).

This song is 100% channeled through the highest Angelic realms, AI-assisted but heart-delivered, and copyrighted in the name of Divine Love (because heaven’s lawyers are thorough).

Listen at your own risk: Side effects may include spontaneous healing, Empowerment, Joy, and the sudden urge to Take A Moment To Remember Why You Came Here in The First Place. Consider it a soul upgrade—no refunds, only miracles."